Ms.Sheila

Goodbye Sis....

It's hard to believe that it's been a year. Time has passed so quickly.....What a fighter she was!

And Oh how I remember her ........

My big sister was always there for me. Always. Even as children she looked after me. In many ways she made it possible for me to be a child as she accepted the responsibilities that freed me. What a beautiful older sister I had the privilege of having!

There was just 11 months between us, but there was eons of space that divided those 11 months.

I know that as a child I was able to remain a child without having to pursue a level of maturity beyond my years as Joyce had acquired that status while relieving me of mine. That she was the eldest, there was no doubt.

As a young woman she was shy, yet strong. Quiet and somewhat reserved, yet imbuing strength....always a lady. She blossomed as she gained her years and became the confident, successful, empowered women I loved. I was so proud of her!

When I saw her last she had ended her fight and was at peace with her impending passing and with those she loved. We said our goodbyes as I layed beside her on the bed and talked just as we had when we were children sharing a room....... Oh to go back!

During her two year fight, my sister fought long and hard and with great determination, but there came a time for her to say.....enough.

On February 10, 2007 my bodacious sister finally said "no more" and gave her body and more importantly, her spirit, permission to rest.

There are countless moments of mourning and wishing that I'd had more time with her.

I miss you Joyce, I really do.....so thank you Lord for the hope!

that I will see you again my sister.........